Watching men in underwear gets me sexually aroused

I have known that I am gay since I was 18. I realized I was gay when I saw that watching men in underwear ads got me sexually aroused. I used to masturbate secretly in my room to a picture of a shirtless John Abraham. I would imagine him over my body, my arms wrapped around his back, my legs around his waist, licking his nipples and kissing him simultaneously.
When I was 19, I finally decided that enough was enough. I needed to have sex. I joined this online dating site and sent requests to a couple of guys I found alright. After a few days, a guy called Adi responded back. He wanted to have sex with me. He was 25 years old, average height, beard and very hairy. I said ok and agreed to meet him the next day at evening 6.
The next day, I went to this place I had agreed to meet him. I got a call from him asking to look for a black Hyundai Sonata. I saw one parked across the street. I went towards it. He lowered the window and asked me to get in. I got in the front seat. He was wearing a brown shirt and jeans. He said hi and then started driving.
He said we couldn’t go to his home as some guests had arrived. He was taking me to some deserted place he knew where no one would disturb us. Then he asked me whether I was horny. I said a little. He then started rubbing my dick over my jeans with one hand while driving with the other. I started to get hard. He slowly unbuckled my jeans and lowered my zip. He then started rubbing dick over my underwear. He was doing all this while simultaneously driving.
He then put his hand inside my underwear and started stroking my dick. I was really hard now and oozing pre-cum. He tasted a little of my pre-cum and smiled. It had started to get dark now. We reached a construction site outside the city. There was no one there. He parked the car between some trees.
He then turned to me and started kissing me. It was wonderful. He put his tongue in my mouth and played with my tongue. While kissing me, he started to press my nipples over my t shirt. I kissed him back and started unbuttoning his shirt. Soon his shirt was unbuttoned. He looked hot in wearing the unbuttoned shirt. He grabbed my head and asked me to bite his nipples. Then without waiting for an answer, he forced my head on his left nipple. I had no choice but to lick and suck them. He began to groan loudly. He then took off my t-shirt and threw it in the back seat. He began to bite and suck my nipples then. It felt great. I began to moan uncontrollably. Then, all of a sudden, he put his mouth over my dick.

It was a feeling I will never forget. I felt I was in heaven. His wet mouth was making me feel good. He was moving his tongue over my dick making me squirm in the front seat. He took off my jeans and underwear and tossed them aside. Still sucking, he lowered the backrest of my seat. He kept on sucking me for around ten minutes all the while squeezing my nipples.
I was so aroused by now that I asked him to fuck me. He said that he didn’t have a condom. I said it was ok and kissed him hard. Even he was aroused to the max now. He got up and came in front of me and lowered his jeans. He wasn’t wearing any underwear. He was around 7 inches long. He picked my legs up and spit on my asshole. He then pushed his dick into my asshole. It pained a lot. Tears came in my eyes. but I still wrapped my arms and legs around him and let him fuck me.
Once he started fucking me, he changed. He became an animal. He was fucking me non-stop, like in those porn movies. He was groaning loudly and also biting on my neck and lips. We were sweating very much now. I could taste his sweat. The pain had stopped now. Soon I felt I was about to cum. Before I could say anything, I started cumming. I came with so much force that some of it hit us both in the face. The rest was splashed on my chest. He also started cumming then. He didn’t take his dick out of my ass. He kept on cumming in my ass. I felt the warm liquid fill my ass. After he was drained, he slumped on my chest. He then laughed and said thank you. It was the best fuck I ever had. I also told him thanks. He took his dick out of my ass and sat on the driver’s seat. There was a little blood on his dick. He said sorry for fucking me so hard. I said it was okay. As we wiped up and dressed, he gave a cream and said to apply it to my ass to stop the bleeding. I said thanks. He then dropped me near my home and drove away. He said he wanted to meet me again in a week. And this time he would bring a friend.