Indian Gay love story – SAMARPAN

Indian Gay love story

Ye kahani shuru hoti he ek hospital se. Neil ICU me admit he. Bahar neil aur tarun ke gharwale pareshan he. Neil ne sucide attempt kiya tha. Tarun aanshuo me duba bench par betha soch raha he.
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Tarun bank manager he aur neil police me subinspector. Dono bachpan ke pakke dost. Jab tak dono roj jhagad n le unhe chen nahi milta tha. Dono ek dusre ke bina rah nahi pate the.

Neil gwalior ke morar ps me posted tha aur tarun sbi ki badewali branch me manager tha. Neil ek 6” feet ka tall extremelly fair gymtoned body ka 25 saal ka ladka tha jiska chehre ke kya kahne. Bhoori aankhe, patli naak, curly hair, uniform me bilkul katil lagta tha. Vahi tarun bhi 25 saal ka ladka lekin.

Tarun ek wheatish colour ka normal body ka 5′ 8” ka ladka jiske chehre par ek chasma hamesha hota tha. Tarun bhi kafi attractive personility ka malik tha. Neil aksar office time me tarun ke bank me aa dhamkata tha. Aate hi vo pure bank ko sr pe utha leta tha.

Aur neil tarun ko apne sath khinchker gadi me bithakar gumne nikal jata tha.tarun neil ko aksar is tarah udham machane par danta tha lekin neil bas khilkhilakar has deta tha.
Dono ke gharwale unki dosti se wakif the. Sab kuch sahi chal raha tha.

Lekin ek din tarun ko neıl ne apni gf ke bare me bataya . Tarun’ yaar neil ye tera 9th affair he. Sudhar ja beta varna mujhe uncle se baat karni padegi”
neil ” yaar tanu tu mera dost he ya dushman mere enjoyment ko barbad karna chahta he.

Is tarah ki nokjhonk unke beech aam baat thi. Fir ek din neil ke papa ne mujhe bulaya aur kaha ke neil ke liye ek rista aaya he ladki ka nam palak he. Mujhe ladki pasand he. Tum jara neil se baat karo. Usko tatol ke dekho.

Tarun ne neil ko sham ko apne ghar bulakar usse baat ki. Neil pahle to mana karne laga lekin tarun ke samjhane par shadi ke liye maan gaya. Kareeb 1 month ke baad unki engagment bhi go gayi. Palak aur neil ek dusre ke pyar me doobte ja rahe the. Neil es bar sach me pyar kar betha tha. Ab neil se meri mulakat roj nahi ho pati thi. Aur idhar me bhi apne bank ke kaam me busy ho gaya tha.

Tabhi ek din neil tarun ke bank me aaya aur tarun se jhagadne laga tarun” neil bata to baat kya he kyun naraj he mujhse.’
neil ” bahut bada manager ho gaya he tu tanu. Pure 15 din ho gaye hame mile hue. Shadi to meri fix hue he. Saale tu kisme busy he’

Tarun ne neil ke lips par hath rakh diya. Aur bola” saale dhire bole staaf dekh raha he’ neil” haa to dekhne do na me apne dost se lad raha hu’ tarun’ mere bhai tu chup hone ka kya lega’
neil tapak se bola ‘ waterpark chalna padega abhi’ tarun kuch kahta isse pahle neil use khinchkar apni gadi me bithakar chal diya.

Kareeb sham 4 baje ham waterpark me pahuch gaye. Neil aur mene kapde utar diye aur undies me pani me kud gaye. Waterpark me kafi kam log the. Me pool me swimming kar raha tha tabhi neil piche se aaya aur usne tarun ki undie jhatke se utar di. Ab tarun jhapta to usne neil ke undie apne hath me le li. Dono pani me nange the.

Neil to pakka beshram tha lekin tarun ko sharam aane lagi. Usne neil se kaha’ dekh neil ab ham bachche nahi he . Koi is halat me hame dekh lega to kya sochega?
Neil” kya sochega”
tarun” yehi ki ye dono gay honge”

Neil ” achcha bachchu undi mangne ka naya bahana. Lekin aaj to undı tabhi milegi jab tu pool se bahar aayega, itne dın na milne ki yahi saza he ”
tarun ne neil ko samjhaya lekin vo kaha manne wala tha.

Tarun ne aaspaas dekha koi nahi tha. Vo dhire se pani se bahar aaya. Tarun ka bhiga aur nanga badan katilana tha. Uske chest achcha tha kamar 30 cm .Bheege badan se pani ki boonde tapak rahi thi. Neil to akdam chup ho gaya aur use ghurne laga.

Tarun ne neil se fir apni undi mangi. To neil jo pool me hi tha kinare ki taraf aata hua bola ‘ tanu tu bhi kya yad karega le apni undi”
jese hi tarun ne hath badaya neil ne uska hath pakad kar akdam apni taraf khinch jis karan tarun ka balance bigad gaya aur vo pool me neil ke upper aa gaya. Neil ne apni baho me tarun ko bhar liya aur joro se hasne laga.

Tarun ekdam ese girne se dar gaya tha. Isliye usne neil ko kas ke pakad liya tha. Jis karan dono ke chest aapas me chipak gaye the. Tarun ka dil joro se dhadak raha tha. Neil kah raha tha’ ab bol bachchu , aur nahi milega.” neil hase ja raha tha. Dono bilkul nude the . Anjane me un dono ke lund aapas me touch kar rahe the.

Tarun ko neil ki ye harkat achchi nahi lagi. Usne ek jordar thappad neil ke gal par jad diya. Neil ekdum pade thappad se chonk gaya. Uski aankho me aanshu bhar aaye. Usne sir nicha kar liya. Tarun ne uske hath se undi lekar pahn li aur pool se bahar aa gaya.

Tarun ne apne kapde pahne aur bahar aakar taxi li aur ghar aa gaya. Usne khana bhi nahi khaya aur so gaya. Subah jab utha to uska gussa ud gaya tha. Use apni galti mahsus hui. Aakhir neil ne esa to kuch nahi kiya tha ke use thappad mara jata. Ye to bachpan se uski harkat rahi he.

Usne neil ko call kiya to uska no. Switch off tha. Usne neil ke ghar call kiya to neil ki mom ne uthaya. Tarun kuch kahta isse pahle vo boli.’ tanu tu neil ko samjhata kyun nahi are tumhare ghar raat ruka to mujhe phone to kar deta”

Tarun ek dam se dar gaya. Usne jaldi se apne kapde pahne aur car lekar full speed me waterpark ki taraf nikal gaya. Gadi gate par khadi karke vo teji se daudta hua andar gaya. Samne ka najara dekhkar uska muh khula ka khula rah gaya. Neil undi me pool ki boundry par betha tha aur ro raha tha.

Tarun neil ki aur dauda usne neil ko kaskar apni banho me bhar liya. Neil ka rona jari tha. Tarun ‘ neil , mujhse bahut badi galati ho . Mujhe maaf kar de.” Neil aur joro se ro raha tha. Tabhi waterpark ka manager aakar bola.’ sir, please inhe samjhaiye, puri raat se ese hi bethe he.

Hamari to sunne ko taiyar nahi. Vaha park ka kafi staff jama ho gaya tha. Tarun ‘ dekh neil tu jo bolega me vo karunga lekin abhi yaha se chal.” lekin neil apni jagah se hilne ko taiyar nahi tha. Fir tarun ke dimag me vo idea aa gaya jisse neil use bachpan me manaya karta tha. Tarun saare logo ke beech murga ban gaya.

Vaha khade log heraan hokar ye sab dekh rahe the. Tarun neil se baar baar mafi bhi mang raha tha. Ab neil ka rona band ho gaya aur vo tarun ko ese dekhkar muskurane laga. Tarun ne daudkar neil ko gale laga liya. Dono ki aankhe bhari hui thi. Vaha jama log is pyar ko dekhkar un dono ko dua dete hue chale gaye. Tarun’ saale tujhe kuch ho jata to. Pahle to ham kai baar lade par esa tune kabhi nahi kiya.

Neil dhire se bola’ tune bhi to mujhe kabhi tappad nahi mara tha” tarun ne neil ke mathe par ek pyara sa kiss diya aur bola.’ me gadha hu, jo tujhe mara chal tu mujhe mar le.” neil ne kaha’ nahi bachchu tune mujhse kuch bhi mangne ko kaha he. Jab vakt aayega maang lunga. Ab tarun ko uthaya aur use kapde pahna kar jese hi gadi me bethaya neil achanak behosh ho gaya.

Neil ko behoshi ki halat me tarun hospital laya. Doctor ne kuch drugs di.aur tarun se kaha’ dekhiye pani me jyada bheegne ke karan sardi lag gai he sham tak theek ho jayenge lekin kam se kam 2 din aaram karna hoga.

Tarun , neil ke pass bed par beth gaya. Usne neil ki taraf dekha vo neend me tha. Tarun ko jane kya sujha. Usne neil ke lips par ek pyara sa kiss diya.
‘ I LOVE U Tanu”
ye sunte hi tarun ekdam se chonk gaya. Usne dekha ki neil jag chuka tha. Tarun ne ise normaly liya aur bola.’ I LOVE U TOO”

Tarun ne to as a friend kaha tha. Lekin neil ne kuch aur hi matlab nikal liya. Neil bola’ sachchi? Me to dar raha tha ki kahi tu naraj na ho jaye.” Ye kahte hue neil, tarun se lipat gaya.
Tarun ko laga ki shayad neil jyada emotional ho gaya he isliye esa kar raha he.

Sham ko neil ghar aa gaya. Lekin is incident ke baad neil kafi badal gaya tha. Uski shararte na jane kaha gayab ho gayi thi. Vo jab bhi tarun se milta use koi na koi gift deta. Din me kam se kam 10 bar fone karta. Tarun kuch doubt hone laga.

Aur tarun ka shak tab yakeen me badal gaya. Jab neil ne palak ka rishta lauta diya. Tarun gusse me bhanbhanata hue neil ke police station pahucha aur gadi me bithakar shahar se dur ek mandir me le aaya. Neil tarun ka gussa dekhkar bilkul chup tha.

Tarun , neil ka hath pakad kar ghasitta hua mandir me le aaya. Tarun ne neıl ka hath apne sar par rakhte hue pucha ‘ neil, sach sach bata tune palak ka rista kyun lautaya. Tu to use bahut pyar karta tha na.” neil kuch der chup raha fir bola.’ pyar, ha me pyar karta hu palak se nahi tujhse. Aur aaj se nahi bachpan se lekin ahsas ab hua he.” tarun ke upar to jese bijali gir padi. Use ab sara majra samajh me aa gaya.

Tarun ‘ lekin ye to galat he neil, ham dono dost he, dono male he, ham couple nahi ho sakte, tu pagal to nahi ho gaya he.” neil’ lekin us din to tune bhi ikraar kiya tha” tarun’ mene as a friend kaha tha” ab neil par bijali girne ka samay tha.

Neil ekdam se ladkhada gaya usne badi muskil se apne aap ko sambhala aur bola ‘ koi baat nahi tanu, ham dost to hamesha rahenge lekin ab meri jindgi me koi aur nahi aa sakta, isliye please kabhi mujhe shadi ke liye force mat karna.

Me fir se pyar nahi kar paunga” ye kahte kahte neil ne peeth fer li vo apne aanshu tarun ko nahi dikhana chahta tha. Tarun ne neil ka hath pakad kar uska muh apni taraf kiya aur bola ‘ to tu bhi sun le jab tak tu shadi nahi karega . me bhi nahi karunga.”
is ghatna ke baad neil tarun ko avoid karne laga.

Tarun ke phone ka bhi sirf ha ya na me jawab deta tha. Usne chori chupe drinking shuru kar di thi. Uska chehra bilkul peela pad gaya tha. Vo sab se kata kata rahta tha. Tarun ko neil ke bare me poori jankari neil ki maa se milti thi. Tarun ko neil ki bahut chinta hone lagi thi.

Is beech me tarun ke liye ek achcha rista aa gaya. Uske parents raji the. Unhone tarun se jab baat chalai to usne jhat se mana kar diya aur karan bhi nahi bataya. Ab tarun ke gharwalo ne neil ko bulakar tarun se is mamle me baat karne ko kaha.
Neil ne aaj pure ek mahine bad tarun ko phone kar milne ko kaha. Dono sham ko phoolbag par mile.

Neıl ki haalat dekhkar tarun ki aankho me aanshu aa gaye. Neil dhire se bola,’tanu achcha rista he haa kar de. Dekh aaj nahi to kal shadi to karni he fir mana kyun kar raha he.”
tarun ne neil se kaha.’ haa, tu to chahega na ke me shadi kar busy ho jaun. Aur tu apni jindgi achchi tarah barbad kar le.”

Neıl ‘ mujhe kya hua he me to bilkul thik hu”
tarun ‘ ha mujhe pata he ke tu kitna thik he shakal dekhi he aaine me. Drinking bhi aajkal joro pe he. Mujhe teri pal pal ki khabar he. Aur mene tujhse kaha tha jab tak tu shadi nahi kar leta me bhi nahi karunga.”

Neil ‘ dekh tanu us din tune kaha tha me jo kahunga karega. Meri yahi khwahish he ke tu shaadi ke liye ha kar de”
tarun ‘ mujhe mere promise me fasana chahta he, chal me ha kar dunga lekin meri ek shart he.” neil,’ kya”
tarun,’ tu sharab hamesha ke liye chod dega. Pahle ki tarah khush rahega aur uncle jaha bolenge vaha shaadi karega.”

Neil ne uski shart man li. Tarun ki shaadi ki taiyariya shuru ho gai. Neil ne shari jimedariya apne uper le li. Usko dekhkar koi nahi kah sakta tha ki vo apne andar dard ka samandar samete hue he. Tarun har roj neil par najar rakh raha tha. Ab use lag raha tha ki neil sambhal gaya he.

Aur Tarun ki shadi ka din aa gaya . neil subah se kaam me pagal ho raha tha. Raat ko sab mehman aana shuru ho gaye. Neil tarun ke paas gaya aur uske gale lag kar use mubarakbad dene laga. Tarun ‘ neil abhi shadi to ho jane de abhi se kyun de raha he.”

Neil ‘ vo tanu me tujhe sabse pahle wish karna chahta tha. Ab me jara khane ka intejam chek jar leta hu” ye kahkar neil chala gaya. Kareeb ek ghante baad tarun ke papa ne tarun se kaha.’ beta neil kaha chala gaya he, sara intejaam use hi dekhna he. Ladki wale bhi aa chuke he.”

Tarun ne neil ka no. Lagaya lekin usne nahi uthaya. Usne 10- 15 bar try kiya . Use kuch shak hua vo daudkar marrige garden ke pichewale hisse ki taraf bhaga. Neil ki gadi wahi khadi thi. Usne phir neil ka no. Lagaya. Use jhadiyo ke piche se neil ke mob. Ki ring sunai di.

Tarun us taraf dauda usne waha jhadiyo ke beech neil ko khoon se lathpath behosh pada dekha. Neil ne apni hath ki nas kaat li thi. Tarun ye dekhkar cheekh pada. Uske dil aur dimaag sunn pad gaye the. Kuch der me logo ki bheed lag gai. Turant ambulance me dalkar use icu me admit kiya gaya. Shaadi postpone kar di gai.

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Kareeb 1 ghante baad doctor icu se bahar nikle vo aankhe jhukaye hue the.
Tarun daudkar unke paas daudkar gaya.’ doctor neil kesa he” doctor ‘ dekhiye khoon kafi bah chuka he pulse kamjor pad rahi he ab to bhagwan hi koi chamtkar kar sakta he” ye sunte hi tarun joro se rone laga ,’ nahi aap jooth bole rahe he. Mere neil ko kuch nahi hoga.” ye kahte hue tarun icu me chala gaya aur andar se gate band kar liya.

Tarun ne neil ko banho me bhar liya. Aur rote hue kaha.’ neil tu mere sath esa nahi kar sakta. Dekh me tere paas betha hu bole tujhe kya chahiye. Me sab baat manunga . Tu kahega to murga ban jaunga lekin aankhe khol na……….
Neil ki pulse band ho chuki thi.

Tarun ko laga ke neil use hamesh ke liye chod kar ja raha he. Ab tarun ki aawaj kanpne lagi. Usne neil ka hath pakad kar apne dil par rakha aur kaha. ‘ neil aaj bhagwan ko sakshi mankar me apna jeevansathi swikar karta hu. Sirf is janam ke liye nahi har janam ke liye. Me hamesha bas tera rahunga. Ab to aankhe khol”

Ye kahte kahte tarun dahad mar kar rone laga……….
Kareeb 5 minute bad tarun ko laga ke neil ke us hath me kuch harkat hui jo tarun ke dil par rakha tha. Tarun ne neil ki taraf dekha vo hosh me aa raha tha. Kareeb 10 minute bad usne aankhe kholi.

Tarun ne neil ka chehra apne hatho me bhar liya aur neil ke pyase hotho par apne hoth rakh diye neil tarun ke is bartav ko samjh nahi paya. Tarun khushi me ro raha tha. Tarun ne neil se kaha.
‘ me aaj ek sach jaan gaya . Ki is dunia me sabse jyada kisi ko chahta hu to vo tu he”

‘ aur tu mujhe chod kar jane wala tha. Lekin ab yaad rakhna jiyenge to sath aur marenge to sath. Tere liye me sab chod dunga.”
neil bahut kamjor aawaj me bola ‘ ek baar kah de ki tu mujhse pyar karta he”
tarun ‘ ek bar nahi bar bar kahunga , saari umr kahta rahunga.” ‘ I LOVE U NEIL…..”

Ye kahkar tarun neil ke seene se lag gaya. Dono pyar me doob gaye. Aaj mahino bad neil ke chehre par vahi shararat laut aai. Vo tarun se bola’ ab to teri undi utarunga to naraaj nahi hoga na” tarun khilkhilakar hans pada aur bola’ nahi naraj hunga”