BAIRI PIYAA – An Indian Gay love story – 2
BAIRY PIYAA ( an Indian Gay love story part -2)
By Devraj Gohil
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letter ko padne ke baad sushil soch me pad gaya , ye kese kab hua. vo to kaafi wakt se anmol ko jaanta tha. aur use kabhi nahi kaha ki wo Gay he fir ye sab………………
aur chalo gay he bhi to use rituraaj jese kamine insaan se pyaar kese ho gaya???
shayad usane ( anmol ) ne piyu aur rituraaj ko sath dekh liya hoga ,
hmmmmmmmmm……………..
ab kya kiya jaaye….????
usane vo letter apni jeb me rakha aur waapas aa gaya. picnic ke baad sab log ghar aa gaye the. anmol ke baare me sushil ko kaafi fikr ho rahi thi. usane anmol ki maa ko phone karke kah diya tha ki anmol ki tabiyat theek nahi isliye jara uska dhyaan rakhe.
ghar aakar sushil soch me tha ki is sab ke baare me anmol se baat ki jaaye ya nahi fir socha ki jab sab kuch khatam ho hi gaya he to kyu bekaar me is mudde ko uthaya jaaye. usane is raaj ko apne seene me hi dafan karna munaasib samjha.
dosto 6 month baad un sab ka M.B.B.S complete ho gaya aur wo sab apne apne shahar jaa chuke the.
anmol ka man medical ki padaai se uchat gaya tha. vo rituraaj se kisi bhi jariye se sampark me nahi rahna chahta tha. isliye usane apni maa se kaha ki wo civil services me jaana chahta he aur uski maa ne use manjoori de di. kareeb do saal ki preparation ke baad anmol ka selecion I.A.S ke liye ho gaya tha. uski maa aur ssare frnd bahut khush the . sab ne party ka plaan kiya . saare frnds apne apne city se gwalior me anmol ke ghar ekattha hue sirf rituraaj ko chhodkar use anmol ne invite nahi kiya tha.
party me 2 saal baad ssare frnd ekttha hokar masti kar rahe the. sushil, farheen aur riya P.G kar rahe the aur piyu ne kisi business man se shaadi akr li thi.
sab apne college days ko yaad kar rahe the. itane me kisi ne doorbell bajayi. anmol ne jaakar darwaja khola to saamane rituraaj khada tha. usane anmol ko dekhte hi use apni baajuo me uthaahe hue khushi se kaha,
” saale collector ban gaya he to kya apne yaar ko bhul jaayega…??????????”
anmol ke chehre per fiki muskaan ke sat sawaal bhi tha. usko soch me dekh ke rituraaj andar aate hue bola ,
” arey wo mene news me suna tha to tere ghar phone kiya tha to aunty ne bataya tha ki tu apne frnds ke sath aaj party kar raha he to unhone mujhe bhi invite ka rdiya…”
andar rituraaj ko dekhkar piyu aur sushi ko chodkar farheen aur riya khush hue. anmol ne rituraaj se jyada baat nahi ki . rituraaj ko bhi mahsus hone laga ki wo is party me bin bulaya mahmaan he.
jab party me sab jhoom rahe the to riya ne kaha ,
” yaar ham log aaj do saal baad mil rahe he kyu na aaj ham ek kaam kare jo bhi ham sab ne m.b.b.s ke chhar saalo me sath kiya achcha ho ya bura. har kisi ke man me kuch hoga kahne ke liye. yaar fir mauka mile na mile kyu na aaj sab milke apne dil ki baat kar le.???”
saare frnds ready ho gaye, sabse pahle baari aayi farheen ki uske baad piyu fir sushil fir riya aur fir anmol ki, anmol ne bolana shuru kiya,
” dosto, tum sab ke sath wo chaar saal meri jindgi ke sabse khubsurat chaar saal the. tumhaare sath me hasaa bhi aur roya bhi. tumhare saath jhagada bhi kiya au pyaar bhi. sach kahu to in chaar saalo me mene apni puri jindgi jee li.'”
anmol ki najar rituraaj ke chehre par pad. i ek pal ko wo aankhe mili aur anmol ki aankhe bhar aayi usane rundhe hue gale se kaha,
” kuch ese ahsaas bhi mile jinka koi mol nahi tha aur na he, kuch ese insaan jindgi me aakar chale gaye jinki jagah hamesa khaali rahegi, kuch baate unkahi rah gayi, kuch sawaal aaj bhi jahan me aate he aur shayad ssari jindgi aate rahenge. khud se bahut kuch puchana he,
kai baar sochata hu ki khudaa ek mauka de de to peeche jaakar bahut kuch badalna chahta hu. bahut kuch jodana baaki rah gaya aur bahut kuch hatana baaki rah gaya.par fir bhi jeena to he”
itna kahakr anmol to chup ho gaya par uski aankho ka dard sushil samajh gaya use aaj fir rituraaj se nafrat ho rahii thi ab baari rituraaj ki thi usane sab dosto ki taraf ddekha aur aakhiri me uski najar anmol pe jaakar thahar gayi usane bolna shuru kiya,
” achche aur bure insaan isi dunia me hote he hamare aur tumhaare beech. ham saath khelte he . sath sath khaate he, sath sath jhagda karte he sath sath haste he, ssath sath jindgi ko jeete he fir esa kyu hota he ki jindgi ke ek mod par jaakar ham kisi apne se hath chhudaakar kahte he,
ab me tumhaare sath nahi chal sakta, tum alag ho. hamari aanke bahut kuch kahti he ki tum alag ho kyuki tum gande ho, tum alag ho kyuki tumhaare andar pyaar nahi he, tum alag ho kyuki tum kabhi nahi samjh sakte ki dard kise kahte he. ttum alag ho kyuki tumhe sab khel lagta he.”
rituraaj ki aankho me bhi nami jhalakane lagi usane apni baat jaari rakhi,
” do saal ho gaye, me kaanpur me jinda hu yaa mar gaya kisi ko parwaah nahi. sab ek dusare se milte he mujhe choodkar, sab ek dusre ke sath party karte he mujhe chhodkar, mujhe yaad ho tum sab par tum sab ne mujhe apni jindgi se kyu bahar kar diya????????????
yaar me tumhara frnd hi to tha esa kya ho gaya mujhse jo sabne mujh fer liya . aur agar galti hui he to mera kaan pakad ke mujhe samjhaaya kyu nahi, mere gaal pe do chapat kyu nahi lagai???
kya me itna bura insaan hu??”
itna kahte kahte rituraaj phoot phootkar rone laga . uski baato se sabki aankhe bhar aai sivaay ek insaan ke anmol ke.
saare dosto ne puraani bate bhulkar rituraaj ko gale laga liya sivaay anmol ke , party khatam hone ke baad saare frnds anmol ke ghar pe hi raat me ruke hue the, ek room me piyu aur riya dusre room me farheen aur anmol aur teesare room me sushil aur rituraaj. raat ke 12 baj rahe the sab so chuke the tabhi sushil ne koi aahat suni. to uski neend khul gayi, usane dekha ki baahar baramade me shayad koi he. chupchaap uthkar dekha to rituraaj apne bed pe nahi tha, use kakanmath waala din yaad aa gaya usake man me sawaal utha,
” kahi aaj fir rituraaj aur piyu………….????????
nahi esa nahi ho sakta………………..”
itna sochate sochate uske kadam darwaaje tak aa gaye usane dheere se darwaaja khola to dekha baahaar koi nahi he lekin jab uski najar anmol ke room ki taraf gayi to dekha ki rituraaj bahar khadaa hua he anmol ke room ke. shayad wo kucch baat karna chahta he anmol se, sushil ko dekhkar rituraaj wapas room me aa gaya uski aankhe bata rahi thi ki vo shayad soya hi nahi, sushil ne rituraaj se sawaal kiya,
” kya baat he rituraaj. abhi tak jaag rahe ho. aur anmol ke room ke baahar kya kar rahe the?'”
rituraaj baat ko taalte hue sone jaane laga to sushil ne uske bed pe jaakar use puchha,” kya baat he dost?????
bata na ,
shayad me kuch madad kar paau??”
rituraaj ne apne aanshu peete hue kaha,
” anmol mujhse baat nahi karta sushil, tune dekha party me uska rawaiya. yaar tujhe yaad he college ke dino me anmol kbhi ek pal ko mujhse dur nahi rahta tha, fir esa kya ho gaya yaar,
ki mera anmol itna badal gaya??????????'”
sushil ne rituraaj ko himmat bandhaate hue kaha,
” sach sun nahi paaoge tum????”
rituraaj ne sushik ko apne baajuo me kaaste hue puchcha ,
” me sunane ko taiyaar hu. tu bata to sahi”
sushil bed se uthkar window ke paas chala gaya aur raat ke andhere ko khidki se dekhte hue bola,
” rituraaj jaante ho log raat ko chain se kyu so paate he, kyuki ye andhera raat ke wakt apne aagosh me har cheej ko apne andhere se chupaa deta he. kuch dikhaayi nahi deta esa lagta he jese sab taraf sukun sa pasraa hua he per dil se haare hue insaan is raat me bhi tadpate he . is andhere ko koste he. sochate he agli raat chain se sounga per vo agli raat kabhi nahi aati.,
anmol bhi kisi ke pyaar me jal raha he aur is baat ka mujhe aaj pakka bharosa ho gaya , mujhe lagta tha ki 2 saalo me anmol sab bhul gaya hoga lekin me galat tha vo ghaav aaj bhi taaja he jo tumane anjaane me use diye the………..”
rituraaj , sushil ke muh se aakhiri line sunkar bhonchakka rah gaya, usne aankhe faadkar suslhi ko dekha to sushil ne apne wallet se wahi letter nikaal kar rituraaj ko de diya jo do saal pahle anmol ne rituraaj ke liye likha tha.
letter ko padte padte rituraaj ki aankhe barsae lagi usane sushil ko gale se lagate hue kaha,
” sushsil, aaj me bata nahi sakta ki me kitana khush hu. mera anmol mujhse pyaar karta raha aur me gadha kabhi samjh hi nahi paaya. tumane aaj ye sach bataakar mujhper bahut bada ahsaan kiya he mere dost, me abhi jaata hu anmol ke paas…….”
rituraaj ko jaat dekhkar sushil ne uska haath pakadkar rokte hue kaha,
” abhi baat puri nahi hui he dost, baaki ki kahani bhi sunlo…….”
rituraaj ruk gaya aur sushil ne aage baat shuru ki<
” tumhe yaad he ham sab kakanmath gaye the picnic ke liye. ye ltter us din anmol tumhe denewaala tha . lekin tumhe us din piyu ke sath usane tumhe dekh liy e tha. i mean……..”
rituraaj ke chehre ki khushi do pal me kaafur ho gayi thi.
rituraaj ke badte hue kadam ruk gaye the. vo vahi bed per sust hokar gir pada aur rote hue bola,
” sushil, mere pichale gunaaho ki keemat to mujhe chukaani hi padegi………..”
sushil ne use samjhaate hue kaha,
” dekh yaar , jo hona tha ho chuka he per tum nayi shuruwaat kar sakte ho . agar anmol ko paana chahte ho to koshish to karni paedegi. dekh mere paas ek idea he ham log kal movie jaa rahe he na tujhe waha me anmol ke bagal waali seat de dunga aur baaki frnds ki seat next row me hogi. tujhe usake sath 3 ghante mil jaayenge bitaane ko ab iska utilization kese karna he ye tu mujhse behtar jaanta he”
sushil ne ye baat aankh maarte hue kahi thi . rituraaj ne sushil ko thks karte hue kaha,
” haa, aur ye bhi jaan gaya hu ki meri jindgi ki agar koi manjil he to vo sirf anmol he mera anmol.
is tarah raat gujar gayi aur dopahar ko saare frnds movie dekhane chale gaye the sushil ne ese ticket arrange kiye the ki anmol ko rituraaj ke bagal me naa chahte hue bhi bethana pada,
movie start ho chuki thi. rituraaj ne jaanbujhkar apna right hand anmol ke left hand per rakhte hue kaha,
” start to achchi he….
he na anmol………?????”
anmol ne apna hath chudate hue kaha,
” hmmmm……….
theek he……”
rituraaj ne kareeb 15 minute ke baad anmol ke hath pe fir se hath rakha to anmol ne thode se gusse me uska hath jhidak diya. rituraaj ki aankho me paani aa gaya. vo gumsum sa hokar beth gaya. interwal me anmol rituraaj toilet gaye. waha kai saare handsome ladke kahde the. unme se ek bola yaar sab ladke hi to he ye no. ka naatak chodo aur aur share karo yaar sab milkar. anmol ko bhi hasi aa gayi vo age bada hi tha ki rituraaj ne uska hath pakad ke rokte hue kaha,
” abhi bheed bahut he anmol, thoda ruk ja na yaar. tu inke beech comfort feel nahi karega. me tujhe college ke time se jaanta hu. anmol ne thode se sakht lahje me kaha,
” me kuch bol nahi raha hu iska matlab ye nahi he rituraj ki tum jo man me aaye karte jao.
apni limit me raho yaar. aur rahi baat mujhe jaanane ki to tum mujhe jaante hi kab the..?’
rituraaj ko wahi chodkar anmol aage bad gaya , rituraaj se raha nhi gaya aur vo bhi usake peeche chala gaya. waha space kam hone ki wajah se ek urinal me do do ladke urine kar rahe the. anmol jese hi ek urinal pe jaake khada hua rituraaj bijali ki furti se us urinal ki aur bada per tab tak ek dusra ladka waha anmolke bagal me aakar khada ho gaya. rituraaj ne jhapatkar use waha se hataate hue kaha plss bhaisahab mujhe kar lene dijiye bahut joro se aayi he. to vo ladka maan gaya. rituraaj anmol ke bagal me khada ho gaya aur dono urine kar rahe the . rituraaj ki najar anmol ke chehre pe thi per anmol ki najar jese hi neeche ki taraf gayi to usane dekha ki rituraaj ke urine ka rang gahara laal ho raha tha . shayad blood aa raha tha. anmol ki saanse wahi atak gayi usane rituraaj se puchha,
” ye khoon kese aa raha he rituraaj…………..?????
rituraaj ne jhat se apne saaman ko andar karte hue kaha,
” nahi to esa kuch nahi he . sab theek he………….”
anmol ne rituraaj ka hath pakda aur aur use apne sath hospital chalne ko kaha. rituraaj ne mana karna chaha per kar nahi paaya. hospital pahuchate hi rituraaj ne saare test hue . doctor ne kaha 2 ghante me reports milegi tab tak aap rest kar lijiye. rituraaj wapas jaana chahta tha usane anmol se kaha,
” mujhe jaana he anmol shaam ki train he meri kanpur ke liye. me waha treatment le lunga”
anmol ne gusse me kaha ,
” tum hamesa apni manmani karte ho. kabhi kiisi dusre insaan ki nahi sunte na samjhte ho. dekho me saaf saaf kah raha hu jab tak theek nahi ho jaate kahi nahi jaaoge tum”
anmol ka pyaarbhara gusaa dekhkar rituraaj ko ek ummeed ki kiran dikhai di. usane anmol ka hath darte darte pakda . is baar anmol shant tha . rituraaj ne anmol ko apne paas bithaate hue kaha,
” meri itni fikar he to mujhe apni jindgi se ese kyu nikaal diya tune. tu wahi anmol he na jo mujhe college ke dino me ek pal khud se door nahi jaane deta tha. meri har jarurat ka khayaal rakhta tha. mere notes bnata tha mujhe apni maa ke hath kka bana khana khilaata tha. perchhai ki tarah mere sang rahta tha. fir ab tu esa kyu ho gaya anmol………..?????’
anmol ne rituraaj ko bed pe litaate hue kaha,
” tu aaram karo abhi . abhi tum theek nahi ho”
rituraaj ne anmol ke hath ko lekar chumte hue kaha,
” meri sirf ek dawaa he aur vo tu he…………
tu he jo is rituraaj ko dubane se bacha sakta he.
anmol ne hath se rituraaj ka matha chukar dekha to use halka bukhaar bhi tha. anmol ne gusse me kaha,
” tum itane laaparwah kese ho sakte ho rituraaj. khud ki kya haalat kar li he tumane.????
cllg ke dino me to tum ese nahi the. fir kya hua tumhe???”
rituraaj ne ateet me jaate hue kaha,
to be continued……..