AKHIRI BUS a short gay love story
Short Gay love story
Naadan umr me paaru ne wo sab dekh liya jo log 60 saal ki jidagi me dekhate the. Maa baap ka pata nahi jab se hosh sambhala pushkar ki ek hotel me naukar ka kaam karta tha. kisi ko chai dena to kisi ko coffee kisi ke kapde laundry pe lana le jana. koi chhotu naam se bulata, koi raju naam se. kabhi koi usake kaam se khush hota to 10-20 rs de deta per kya hota he itane se . wo ek low catagory ka hotel tha. usame jyadatar to indian hi aate the per kabhi kabhi kuch foreigner bhi aa jaate the. us hotel me ek naukar aur tha GUMAAN SINGH jo paaru ko apne sath hotel me tab laaya tha jab wo sirf 4 saal ka tha . wo paaru ka koi nahi lagta tha per fir bhi use thodi si fikar thi paaru ki. usaki umr 37-38 saal ki thi.
Jab paaru 8-9 sal ka tha to pahli baar ek foreigner ne jo unke hotel me ruka hua tha . use apne room me kisi kaam ke bahane bula kar usake sath kuch halka fulka non anal gay sex kiya tha. us wakt paaru ye nahi jaanta tha ki ye sab kya he. per dheere dheere ese logo ki list teji se badane lagi aur wo halka fulka sex full sex me badalane laga . wo sab log jo paaru ke sath esa wesa karte wo use tip me kabhi 500 kabhi 1000 rs de jaate. paaru bada khush hota.ab usake andar bhi gay feelings panapane lagi thi. per use samjh nahi aa raha tha ki ye sab kya he. wo kisi mard ke kareeb to jana chahta tha per us tarah se nahi jese wo bulaate the. wo chahta tha ki sex ke sath pyar bhi ho. usane khud to kabhi gumaan singh ko kuch nahi bataya tha per gumaan sab jaanta tha ki paaru ki jidagi me kya chal raha tha. hotelo me ese kaun sa ganda kaam nahi he jo nahi hota he. isaliye gay sex ke baare me use sab pata tha.
Per use fikar ho rahi thi ki paaru ka kya hoga. paaru bada hi seedha aur sachcha ladka tha. usaki jindagi jis raaste per jaa rahi thi to fikar ki baat to banati thi na.
isi beech us hotel me ek mumbai se 40-42 saal ke sajjan aaye. wo mumbai me kisi company me kaam karte the. wo pushkar me ghumane aaye the. paaru subah subah unake kamre me chai lekar pahuch gaya,
” saabji aapki chaii……………………”
un sajjan ne jinka naam RUPESH DIXIT tha. ne bed se uthate hue dekha ki ek 18 saal ka bachcha unake room me tha chaai lekar. wo uthate hue bole,
” haa waha rakh do table per……………………
aur haa suno mere liye ek ciggrate ka ek packet laa doge ?”
paaru ne uchhalte hue kaha,
” haa saab abhi laa dunga …….
aur bhi kuch mangwana ho to bata dena bas. “
wese me achchi maalish bhi kar leta hu aapko karwani ho to bata dena. “
rupesh ne apne chasma saaf karte hue kaha,
” theek he to tu jaldi se cggrt le aa fir jara maalish kar dena usake baad me naha lunga. per jaldi karna ……………………
samjha na …..”
” haa saab abhi aaya .”
paaru jaldi se market se wapas aaya aur rupeshji ne apne kapde change kiye aur ek towel lapet kar bed per let gaya. paaru ne apna special tel hatheli me lagaya aur shuru ho gaya. waakai usake hatho me jaadu tha. usake naajuk hath rupesh ke badan per thirakane lage. usake jism ke har hisse per paaru apna kamaal dikha raha tha. aur fir paaru ka hath dheere dheere jaangho ki maalish karte karte rupesh ki towel me andar ghusane ki koshish karne lage . shuru me to rupesh ne ise mahaj ittefaak samjha lekin kuch der me use samjh aa gaya ki ye sab paaru jaan bujhkar kar raha he to usane ek pal me paaru ka hath jhatak diya aur bed se khada ho gaya.
unka chehra gusse se tamtamaa raha tha usane daant peesate hue kaha,
” ye sab kya tha. tujh jesa bilaand bhar ka chhokara aur kaam to dekho gaj bhar ke ..
maa baap ne yahi sikhaya he kya ……………..??”
maa baap ki gaali sunkar paaru ki aankho me aanshu aa gaye. usane apne maa baap ko to kabhi nahi dekha tha per usake dil me unake liye badi ijjat thi aur koi unake baare me kuch kahe ye use bardaasht nahi tha. ye baat uska kaleja cheer gayi usane rote hue kaha,
” saab galti ho gayi … maaf kar dijiye lekin isake liye mere maa baap ko kuch mat kahiye unaki koi galti nahi he isame. “
rupesh gusse me badbadaa rahe the,
” kyu na kahu. jab sambhaal nahi sakte to paida kyu karte he ….?”
paaru rota hua kamre se nikal gaya uar jaakar hotel ke ek kone rone laga. wo yaad karne ki koshish karne laga ki usake maa baap kese dikhate the. aaj use bahut dino baad ye mahsus hua ki wo anath he. aaj usaki ek galti ne use ye sab sunane per mjbur kar diya tha. rote rote wahi so gaya. pura din nikal gaya lekin paaru ka kahi pata nahi tha. hotel me sab use dhundh rahe the.
gumaan singh rupesh ke room me aaya aur paaru ke baar me puchane laga ,
” saabji wo aapke room ka kahkar aaya tha tabse wapas nahi aaya pura din ho gaya. aapne kahi use kuch laane bhej diya he kya…….
badi fikar ho rahi he usaki “
rupesh ka gussa to kab ka gayab ho chuka tha, wo ye sab sunkar fikrmand ho gaya. usane baat ko sambhalate hue kaha,
” nahi bas mene use jara sa daat diya tha bas. lagta he use bura lag gaya. mene maa baap ki gaali de di thi .
per kya karta usane harkat hi esi ki thi ……..”
gumaan singh sab samjh gaya ki kya hua hoga usane thandi saans chodate hue kaha,
” saab paaru 4 saal ka tha jab me use sadak se uthakar is hotel me laya tha. usake maa baap to the nahi bas yahi hotel me uska bachpan beeta. usane jo kuch achcha bura sikha sab aap jese bade logo se hi sikha. wo mera kuch nahi lagta lekin me jaanta hu ki paaru esi jindagi nahi chahta tha. lekin usake paas kuch aaur rasta bhi to nahi tha. koi esa sahara nahi tha jo use is daldal se nikaal leta.
bin maa baap ke bachche ki jidagi kesi hoti he saabji aap nahi samjh sakte . wo apne amma babuji ko bahut chahta he. aapne aaj unhe gaali di he pata nahi usake dil pe kya gujari hogi …
kaash use sambhalane wala bhi koi hota”
itana kahkar gumaan singh to chala gaya lekin rupesh bahut pareshaan ho gaya. me aapko bata du ki rupesh ek unmarried gay mard tha. use 24-25 saal ki umar me ek ladke se payr hua tha aur usake sath 3-4 saal ka relation bhi raha fir us laadke ne rupesh ko kisi aur ke liye dump kiya tha . tab se rupesh thoda chidchida ho gaya tha, akele jeena pade to insaan bada complicated sa ho jata ge aur rupesh bhi dil ka achcha hote hue bhi wesa hi ho gaya tha ,
usaki bhi ek khwaahish thi ki usaki khud ki ek family ho. lekin usake partner ne use cheat kiya tha . to wo sapna adhura hi rah gaya tha.
kher der shaam ko paaru fir se apne kaam per laut aaya tha. ek bhukha aur gareeb bachcha aur kar bhi kya sakta tha. rupesh ne use apne kamre me bulwaya to badi muskil se aane ko raaji hua. rupesh ke saamane aate hi usaki najare jhuki hui thi . rupesh ne pyar se usake sar par hath ferate hue kaha,
” mujhe maaf kar do paaru. me bahut jyada bol gaya. “
paaru chup tha. rupesh ne use apne baaju me baithaya aur use normal karne ki koshish karne laga. badi muskilo ke baad paaru kuch theek sa hua. paaru ne rupesh se kaha,
” saabji aap bahut achche aadmi he ………”
rupesh ne paaru ki peeth per hath ferate hue kaha,
” mere sath mumbai chaloge. me waha akela rahta hu. tum waha achche se pad likhkar ek achche ladke ban sakte ho. ……
bolo…..?”
paaru ne rupesh ko gaur se dekha aur kaha,
‘ me kese jaa sakta hu . aur pushkar ke baahar to mujhe kuch pata bhi nahi he.”
rupesh ne use tasalli dete hue kaha,
” tumhe apna beta bana ke rakhunga . mujhe apna papa bana sakoge..”
paaru ko kuch samjh me nahi aa raha tha ki ye sab achaanak kya ho raha he. isaliye wo koi jawaab dene ki haalat me nahi tha. rupesh ne bhi paaru ko wakt dena munasib samjha. aur kaha,
” dekho paaru meri kal subah ki bus he. soch samjh lo .”
paaru neeche wapas gumaan singh ke kamre me aakar soch me pad gaya, gumaan singh ne uska chehra pad liya. puchha,
” kya hua he tujhe…???
rupesh babuji ne fir se kuch kah diya kya……..
bol na……. ? “
‘ wo mujhe mumbai le jana chahte he apne sath. kah rahe the tujhe padaunga likhaunga, apna beta banakar rakhunga…..”
gumaan singh ki aankho me chamak aa gayi. use hotel me kaam karte hue 18 saal ho gaye the. jaan kitte logo ko parakh chuka tha. insaan ka chehra dekhkar uski niyat samjh jata tha . rupeshji ko wo dekhate hi samjh gaya tha ki wo bhale aadami he. paaru ki baato sunkar wo khush hokar bola,
” to chala ja na ………………………”
paaru sochate hue bola,
” per me unhe theek se jaanta bhi nahi……………….”
gumaan singh ne kaha,
” dekh re chhore ye jindagi ek bus stand ki tarah hoti he agar sahi wakt per sahi bus mil jaaye to jidagi ko ek sahi manjil mil jaati he warna kuch log galat bus me chad jaate he aur apni jindagi barbaad kar lete he.
manjil tak le jaani wali bus kismat waalo ko milati he. ye aakhiri bus he paaru jaane mat de. warna is narak se nikal nahi paayega. samjha na.:”
paaru daudkar gumaan singh ke gale se lipat ke rone laga aur bhaavuk hokar bola,
” dada……………. aapke bina kese rahunga. jabse hosh sambhala he aapka hath raha he sar pe …..
aur suna he mumbai to bahut dur he dada”
gumaan singh ne use thapki dete hue kaha,
” tu fikar na kar paaru. me mumbai aaunga na tujhe milane. aur mera moblie no. to tere paas hoga hi koi baat ho to mujhe bata dena….”
paaru ne gumaan singh ko kaskar pakad rakha tha aur raat me use apne sath lekar soya . gumaan singh samjh sakte the paaru ki haalat. agali subah gumaan singh ne uska bag taiyaar kiya aur use lekar rupeshji ke kamre me pahuch gaya. rupeshji bhi taiyaar the. gumaan singh ne dono hath jod liye. aanshuo se usaka gala bandh gaya tha . wo rupeshji ke pairo per gir pada. rupesh ne unhe sambhala aur kaha,
” mujhper bharosa nahi he kya…….. me tumhare paaru ko apne bete ki tarah paalunga. mera vishwaash karo “
gumaan singh ne bhaari sahbdo se kaha,
” aap par bharosa he tabhi to is nanhi si jaan ko aapke hatho me de raha hu saabji. bas mere bharose ki laaj rakh lena ….”
rupesh ne unhe bharosa diya aur paaru ka hath pakadkar use lekar bus stand ki taraf chal diye. gumaan singh ne paaru ko bhaari man se vidaa kiya. lekin ek khushi bhi thi ki paaru ko aakhiri bus mil gayi thi.
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___ RAJVEER SINGH
