Indian Gay Porn Story of Straight Buddy Hookups: 12
Indian Gay Porn Story: S: What happened ? Why the outburst ? I know you are hurt and that you need many answers. I am here to be crystal clear with you. So tell me.
A: Okay. About 20 minutes ago, I was sitting in the hallway when that bastard showed up.
S: Yash ?
A: Yeah. Yash. He told me about the dinner plan at Sabrina’s house and I told him that okay and I’ll tell you about it and we would leave by the time. He probably drank bhang too or not I don’t know. He left and I thought he was going to his room. After about 5 minutes I needed my phone which I put to charge next to you so I went to get it. I walked in and saw that bastard was kissing you.
I could understand that he was being forceful as he is but the thing that got to me was that your hand was behind his head. Seemed like you were kissing him too. I rushed and pulled that asshole back and swung him to the door. I asked him what the fuck was he doing and he said that you were supposed to be with him until i took it away from him. I confronted him and mentioned that it was your decision.
He just walked away saying that someday he and you will be a thing again and that I’ll regret my choice. He left the apartment. I was hurt, scared, scarred and pissed too. I just closed the door and went into bathroom because I was about to cry. That’s when I heard you talking to Viren where you said that you had sex with him too. That made me more angry and I decided to eavesdrop to see how the conversation goes.
I was not really sure about what to say. What he mentioned probably sounded like Yash could do it. But it also seemed that he might be exaggerating.
S: Okay. Thank you for telling me all this. I won’t lie. I fell asleep when you tucked me to bed. I had no idea what happened after until I woke up when the door slammed when you went to the bathroom. I will have a talk with Yash and find out what happened. As for me kissing him back, babe I had no idea that it was happening.
I love you. I would never do anything to sabotage our friendship. I was probably doing it unconsciously. That is why I did not want to drink this stuff. You see why. I remember almost half of things that happened when we got back to home and before I went to bed.
A: What about this stuff with Viren ? Is it true ?
S: Yes. I did sleep with him once.
A: Were we in a relationship ?
S: I don’t know.
His anger again rose up. His voice got a bit louder.
A: What do you mean you do not know.
S: I mean we were seeing one another but I never knew if you were serious about it or if we were actually committed ?
A: When exactly did you sleep with him ?
S: When you and Yash went to Laxmi to check on her after coming from gym. It was beginning of winter.
A: We were together then.
S: I know. We were.
Now Anmol got angry again. His face changed. He got up. Both his hands got behind his head. I could see that he was pulling his back hair as he made a fist out of his hands. He was pacing. When I saw his face he was biting his lips and his eyes were squinting. I was a bit concerned and wanted to approach him to calm him down. Before I could even do it Anmol did something that shook me to my core.
He literally roared. Like a lion he screamed and swung a punch with his right hand on the door of bathroom and it just busted wide open. I was scared. I never saw him scraem in such a deep loud scary voice. He had broke the lock of the door which was a bit loose. So as soon as he did it, the stopper just fell on the ground. I was no longer sure if I should approach him or just stay at my place. I decided to move towards him. I got up and asnI walked to him….
A: Stay away from me.
I stopped. He was heaving. Since he is really fair, his face got red. I looked at his right palm and noticed that he injured himself. I could say so Because the knuckle or ring finger was bleeding and his fingers were quivering as well.
S: Anmol you are physically hurt. You are bleeding too. Please can we do something about it.
A: Why ? Your concern is about physical pain. What about my heart. Right now I can feel that you are literally hammering it.
S: I am really sorry.
A: You really should get a Tramp Stamp. Why did you even go to viren ?
S: You went that day with Yash and Viren just asked me to hangout with him. Now he did offer to have sex. I wasn’t sure to say no because I was under the assumption that you got with me out of pity for what Yash did to me. We didn’t even say each other I love you by the time so I had a doubt. Out of stupidity I just said yes. My judgement was cloudy. Plus we had smoked a joint too.
Now he was just standing there looking at me. And I could see that he had moist eyes.
A: I don’t know how to feel right now. I mean I know I love you. But the things that I heard today, I probably want to beat you till you are red. But that wouldn’t do anything.
S: I am really sorry. Back then my feelings for you were clear but I never realised that I had the same from your side too. Had I known that, I never would have done it. That is a guy who just hooks up with people for random sex and forgets the next day.
You are someone who cried and rescued me because a friend of ours raped me. Why in the world would I go to that guy if I knew that you had feelings for me too? I don’t need anybody else in the world. No matter how hot or rich or sweet they are. I just need you. Till the day I die.
He was just looking down at a corner all teary. I held his left hand with both my hands and begged him.
S: Babe please forgive me. I made a mistake and I hate myself for it. But please don’t let it cost my relationship and friendship with you.
A: …….
S: Say something. Plz. Don’t just stand like that. Say something please.
He looked up at me and breathed out as he said:
A: I need to go somewhere. Somewhere not HERE.
S: What do you mean ? Are you leaving ?
A: Please give me some time.
S: Okay. Sure.
and he left. Dressed up, took his bike keys and went somewhere. I just was so exhausted and scared that I wasn’t sure what to do next. Eventually I felt the urge to eat so I got to a nearest resteraunts and ate something. Came back home and tried calling him. No response.
After 5 mins door to my apartment rang. I went there and opened up. It was apparently a lady living in front of our apartment. Next to her was standing Anmol. She had a worried expression on her face.
Aunty: Beta ye aapka friend hai na ?
S: Jee. Kyun kya kiya isne ?
Aunty: Beta jao andar (She said to Anmol. He walked in behind me quitely.) Arey main neecha ghoom rahi thi apne bachhe ke saath garden mein aur udhar ye kadha ped pe zor zor se mukke maar rha tha pagalon jaisie. Haath dekho kaise chil gaye hain.
I was surprised and I looked down at his hand. They were cut and red with scratches and bleeding.
S: Dude tera dimaag kharab hai kya. Please andar jaa and saaf kar use.
He looked at me for a bit and then left.
S: Thank you so much aunty. Main isko sambhalta hu.
Aunty: Your welcome beta. Kuch problem ho to batana mujhe.
S: Jee bilkul.
She left and I shut the door. I went to my room and saw him sitting on chair with the first aid kit.
S: What the fuck is wrong with you.
A: You know very well.
S: I know babe I am sorry. But please don’t hurt yourself like that.
I cleaned his hand and wrapped it in bandage. I then sat next to him.
A: I think we need to take some time. Individual time. I will process this thing and meanwhile we will study as exams are coming. No dramatic room leaving and everything. Just beds will be at the edges of the room and any communication would be about studies or general activities.
S: Okay. I can live with that. We will then discuss after exams I guess.
And so we spent 4 months as ideal roommates and focused on studies. I was quite curious with Anmol being so natural. It was just like the first year of college. All new and under limits behavior. Eventually exams got over. Yash had obviously helped both of us in studies. After the exams June was about to start.
Heat was finally going down as one evening got extremely cloudy and cold. It was the first rain and I had decided to speak to Anmol. Everyone was out of the house in nearby parks to enjoy the weather. Anmol stayed. After few minutes he walked up to me in the room and sat on my bed. I got up the bed and sat next to him.
A: These 4 months showed how we were during first 4 months of college. All formal and within boundaries.
S: Yeah. I remember that.
A: This experience made me feel one thing and I know that I am absolutely right about it. You can be cold. But I wasn’t too surprised as you are a Scorpio. Your loyalty and dedication is something that makes me trust you.
But often you react to a terrible situation in such cold manner that it makes people wonder if you even really care. That is one of the things I admire about you and it makes you so special. It just gives me a sense of calm that I can always count on you.
S: Not always but yeah. I agree with you. I accept this truth. I am cold. I consider you fire. Your energetic and enthusiastic behavior brings out the best of me. Just your presence makes me positive and constructive. I just don’t like you because you are cute or hot or loyal or loving or polite. But also because you are the one I feel safe around.
A: Hehe, Ice ❄️ and Fire 🔥. Sounds like GOT book.
S: It does.
and we laughed a bit.
A: I can’t stay away from you. I don’t want this to be a breakup and live in pain when I can forget and move on. These last 4 months were tough on me. There didn’t go a moment where I just wanted to grab you and hug you and kiss you.
S: That is the most mature thing you ever said to me.
A: Just one promise I need.
S: Anything.
A: No contacts with Yash.
S: What ?
A: I want you to not speak to him again or meet him. We only meet if it’s necessary in social gatherings.
S: You want me to boycott a friend.
A: You still call him your friend ?
S: He has done a lot for me. It’s not in my nature to end a friendship because my boyfriend says so. It is not me. I can’t do it. Even If i do that, you would be with a person who changed for you. I would never change for anyone against my will. Living up to my promises and friendship is one of the many things that makes me unique. One of the qualities you love about me.
A: You just can’t resist him can you ?
S: Cmon Anmol it’s not like that.
A: Well it sure as hell does appears to be. Maybe I should just move on. Coz it seems that you would rather have him than spend your days wid me. To be honest I think I am blaming the wrong person. Coz initially you were with him right before your interest grew in me. That poor fellow was left and here we are. Maybe he was the innocent victim and not you.
Before I could start yelling my phone rang. I stopped and picked up the call as it was my mom. While talking on phone I got out of the room and went to the hall to get some privacy as I spoke with her. I talked to her and then ended the call. He eventually walked out and stood in front of me. It was just silence between us. I grabbed his hand and pulled him closer to me. He looked down at me as I did so and was about to say something.
S: I need to go home.
A: What ?
S: My dad. He had a panic attack. Mum is in shock and really out of control. I just spoke to my sister. She asked me to take the next train tomorrow and get there ASAP.
A: Okay. Yes you should visit him. Your mum needs you too.
S: Please don’t ask me to choose.
A: I am sorry but I can’t. I can’t trust you with him. Maybe I can trust you but never him. I know for sure that in future he will do such thing again. I can’t stand the thought of you two together.
S: C’mon Anmol, you know how much I love you. Please just consider it once.
A: Maybe just give it a thought. You might change your mind about it.
S: Are you gonna change yours ?
A: No.
S: Neither will I.
A: So what now ? That’s it ? This is how our relationship ends ?
S: I guess this is it.
All of a sudden I feared the worst. I started Imagining my life without him. I was so scared on how would it go without sleeping next to him arguing just to pass our time or anything else.
A: So you leaving tomorrow ?
S: Yeah. I guess we will meet after I come back.
A: Hmmm. I guess.
I looked down at his hands which were almost recovered but still there were a couple of cut marks on them.
S: Why did you do all this to your hand ? Punching a tree bark ? What were you thinking ?
A: I felt disgusted.
S: Anmol I know what I did was awful. But please don’t punish yourself for something I did.
A: Not that. I felt disgusted on myself. For those horrible things that I said to you. For calling you so many things and just insulting.
S: I won’t say it’s ok. It wasn’t. But you know I did the same when I found out about you telling Neeraj about us. Anger does push people off the edge and we tend to say things we never will in a proper state of mind.
A: Hmmm. I just realised those horrible things and felt angry on myself. I was just releasing my anger without words and couldn’t feel the pain on my fist right until the lady stopped me.
I felt bad but did not know what to do next. I wanted to just hug him and kiss him till his mood gets better but I knew that this was definitely not going to happen this time. Next morning I woke up, packed my stuff up and around noon got ready to leave.
My cab had arrived and Yash and other roommate of mine helped me bring my luggage down. I was in the hall wearing my shoes and saw that Anmol was grabbing his lunch.
A: Happy Journey.
He said to me as he started walking towards his room with his lunch plate on his hands.
S: Arnt you gonna come down ?
A: Why ? You have the people that matter down there.
As he said so, he just walked away. I wanted to say good bye or hug him or say see you or anything. It felt empty and incomplete to leave just like this. But I controlled my self and convinced that I will find a way around this when I come back.
I left and went home. I spent around a week before I came back. I was supposed to find a new place for myself as I didn’t pass my exams and the others were moving to different cities. My entire time at home, I didn’t speak to Anmol. There were a lot of times where I wanted to text him or give him a call but I calmed myself down and thought that maybe I should give him some time.
Eventually I went back to Pune and reached my apartment. I knocked on the door and other roommate of mine opened it. I walked in and saw Yash cooking himself breakfast. I just asked my roommate where others were. He said that other 3 had already left. I couldn’t believe it and went to my room.
It was half empty. All of Anmol’s belongings were missing and I could only see my stuff lying there. I went back in kitchen to Yash to ask about Anmol.
S: Did he really leave ?
He had a sorry look.
Y: I am really sorry Sarthak. He was supposed to stay here for till the end of this week but…
S: But what ?
Y: 3 days after you left, he also just made up his mind and left. He preponed his trip, packed and sorted all of his stuff and left.
S: He went home ?
Y: Yeah he went back to his hometown. He told my roommate that he will go to Kanpur few days later.
I was shocked. Hurt. I felt a sudden feeling of emptiness. I felt lonely. Yash knew I was hurt and he just walked up to me and hugged me.
Y: I am really sorry that it happened this way. I know you love him a lot.
I was in a painful position and him hugging me and apologizing for all this just overwhelmed me. I hugged Yash back and started sobbing. I eventually stopped and walked upto my room. Now the agreement to our apartment was valid for 2 more days. The other roommate was leaving on the same day I arrived.
Yash and I were supposed to get our deposit check from the owner and hand him over the keys to apartment at the last day. I spent that day hunting for a place to live at in the same vicinity. Yash offered to help but I just denied it and insisted on me doing it alone. I was missing Anmol so badly that I couldn’t sleep. I started smoking weed to cope with the pain and that helped me fall asleep.
This became a pattern as I started doing it every night. I eventually found a place I find suitable for me. I gave the deposit, moved my stuff and emptied my belongings from Apartment as well. On our last day there, Laxmi had come to meet Yash and we all decided to get dinner. During sunset time, owner showed up with new tenets who were supposed to move in the next day.
Owner gave us the security deposit and asked us to leave the place by evening 10/11 and hand the keys to the guard downstairs. He took his leave and we all went to dinner. Yash, Laxmi, Mohit and I were done with dinner and came back to apartment. Mohit and Laxmi waited downstairs as Yash and I went up and carried Yash’s luggage downstairs and made sure that all the appliances were powered off before we locked up the place.
We were just checking every room to make sure if we left anything. I went to my room and just saw it all empty. For a brief moment I envisioned the same old room where Anmol and I would just sleep on the joint bent and now it’s totally blank. I teared up a bit as I missed him. Yash walked up to me and stood on my left. He put his right hand all the way to my right shoulder hugging me partially. I just rested my head on his right shoulder.
S: He really left.
I said so as I teared up.
Y: I know. I am really sorry. But Sarthak i guess you knew that eventually we all had to get seperated.
S: Yeah I knew, it’s just that…..
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S: He didn’t even say good bye. The last memory of him that I have his just seeing him walking away from me.
We stood there for about a minute before Yash asked me to keep moving.
Y: Cmon. Let’s go. Both of them are waiting for us.
I stopped sobbing. Yash went down and I just went to the hall to lock the door. For some reason it was really hard for me to leave that place. But I gathered some strength and locked up the place. I walked downstairs and handed the keys to guard. Yash’s can had already arrived.
He hugged all of us and said good bye to everyone. Laxmi was teary too but she held herself together. His cab left and Mohit also said bye to both of us and drove away. Laxmi and I hugged too and promised to hangout together later some day. She also left and I went to my new place.
All of this happened on June 5th 2018. That was the last time I was there at that apartment. I never went back there. I was now living alone at a 2 bed hostel room. I failed my last year of college. I was smoking weed every night just so I could cope with the pain and lonliness. After 2 days my parents told me that they were getting divorced. I started smoking more.
I still was hoping for my phone to ring from a call by Anmol. Just the hope that he still loves me and would give me a call. Sometimes I also thought of giving him a call or texting him but I had developed this anger because he left without telling or saying anything. For few months I didn’t get a new roommate so I felt more shallow by myself.
Everyday call from my parents would just traumatize me simply because they would just cry on call and tell the story on how the other one is to blame. They showed me their hatred for one another that filled into me too. My parents who were married for around 30 years were seperating so how could I expect Anmol to stay faithful with me only within 4 years of relation.
With every passing by month I started developing hate for him. I still had the hope that he might contact some day. I still had Mohit and Laxmi who would take care of me and meet me on a weekly or monthly basis. I even tried a Gay dating app to fulfill my loneliness but it was just filled with sex hungry voyeurs with no emotion.
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Making friends was hard. It lasted the same way for around a year. By the end of April 2019, I got a job which allowed me to have a busy life and earn for myself. I lost my hope from Anmol and decided to lose all contacts with him. I even deleted his phone number and all his personal contact information.
Throughout that year I had met Yash 2-3 times when he came to meet Laxmi. My personality changed a lot over the course of this year. Somehow I had moved on from the breakup slowly but that stupid little love boy in me still lives with a tiny hope.
A year went by. Anmol never called back or met me and I never waited for him.
